I'm not sure if this is on topic or not. Let me know if not, and I'll take my questions / statements to another thread.
Reading here about belief and disbelief, I think there's an important difference between "having a reason to believe" and believing.
If belief is truly a choice, then it seems to me that it's meaningless to let "belief" be dictated by facts and evidence. At that point, it's not a choice, it's a scientific conclusion. As we're so fond of saying here, if you don't believe the evidence, you're some kind of ignorant dunce.
To me, belief / disbelief only matters when you're choosing--i.e. when you're not basing your choice on evidence. For example, Percy using his "gut" or somebody believing that life is better with God in it than without God in it.
So, getting back to your original point,
ME: The more I experience and the more I read on those forums and other places, the more I am convinced that the God of the christians and the muslims is a deadend - a construction of the human mind.
I would never disagree with you. My point is that, when it comes to belief, why does it matter if God is a construction of the human mind or not?
Like Percy says, he believes. There's no right or wrong, there's no evidence for or against God or Gods. The power of God or Gods is in choice. The power of God or Gods is in what it does for you, what it brings out of you.
You're not going to get conflicting evidence. It is possible to believe in God and in a naturalistic world. The two theories are not separable via evidence, they don't necessarily make unique predictions.
By waiting for evidence for God, you've already set your belief. Belief is a framework, an unsaid assumption that we use to interpret the world. Even if you saw something that "made" you believe in God, to anybody else it's explainable with other mechanisms, or unknown and in need of explanation. In other words, in the scientific sense of the word, it is not evidence.
I think we should operate under the principle that science will never find evidence for God. What then? To believe or not to believe in a God or Gods is completely up to your own choice. What do you choose then? Why?
What is left when a choice cannot be made on evidence?
That said, I don't believe in God. But I'm glad my mom does. It makes her a better person. And I wish some people I knew believed in God too. Godlessness is not for everybody, I think. In fact I think I may be better off with a God... but I haven't decided yet.