If you don't accept Genesis, you obviously just want to believe in Evolution just so you can "fit in" with some of the most influencial scientists in the country.
This is, of course,
not at all obvious. It is generally a very bad idea to be telling others what they think, feel or the reasons for their actions. That is especially true with the very small amount of information that you have from what is posted to this board.
I might also ask you why you wouldn't want to look at what close enough to
all the influential scientists of the world have concluded. Concluded after decades of data gathering and careful analsysis. Information and logic that it is
"obvious" that you know nearly nothing about. (see, how do you feel being told something about yourself based on very little information)