Faith, your perseverence is commendable. Period.
You do know that there are thousands of scientists on evolutionary biology alone who share your xian beliefs? You also know that they do not go to work every morning in an intent to destroy the basis of your faith?
What they (just like their buddhist or atheist colleagues) do is use science to get answers - not use answers to do science.
What you are doing is vomiting on those honest scientists and their achievements. If there was a god, I'd venture a guess that s/he would not like that at all.