It's hardly reasonable to be diagnosing at a distance mind you.
Agreed.
Well, I'm 5 minutes away from hanging up my labcoat and finding out what my experiment results are, so I'll wish you Happy Holidays.
p.s.
Having suffered such a loss I can tell you that it would be very nice to be able to believe that it isn't an end. I think I have a tiny bit of understanding of that.
Having been in that position I reminded myself that it is a transfer of energy, so there is no "end". I take encouragement from that...maybe you can/or have as well.