Sounds like you are doing well and I applaud your actions. It's very good to throw God away, particularly the God that so many Christians try to sell. When you see comments like
"That self-same Christian would also be mindful of Jesus' not prioritising the suffering of others over all else - the poor we shall always have with us. The commandment allows us to love ourselves as well as others." it is a dead give away that the God being marketed is something to not just throw away, but to revile and oppose.
Such a God is vile, evil, disgusting, abhorrent.
Keep questioning. Throw them Gods away when they crop up, speak out against such Gods and help others free themselves from such influence.
Anyone so limited that they can only spell a word one way is severely handicapped!