Don't assume God considers things.
Why not? He does it all the time in His Books. He's the ultimate judge of good and evil. That's a considerable level of consideration that He's continually considering.
... just try to find Him. When you do get a response, it will blow your mind.
And when you don't? You're not seeking the right way. Right? Have faith. You're probably just not spiritual enough to get it ... yet. Try to imagine a response and be satisfied with it. Speaking in tongues might help?
Experiencing the spiritual side really changes the religious one.
It seems like it works the other way around. Religious affiliations shape spiritual beliefs. You can always dump one religion for another, but people don't like to do that. They feel like they're being unfaithful.
But you do have to try.
Why struggle? With just rationality and compassion there's no need to reconcile your spiritual and religious "sides".