You obviously do not understand your position. You cannot get rid of that message. It is permanently on the internet, forever. And you have made the situation even worse. Every time you make an additional post with a link to your original errant message you put up yet another copy to be seen more widely and permanently stored in yet another searchable database.
The damage has been done. You're in a hole. Stop digging.
Advise you get a bunch of reference letters from doctors, friends, priests and be prepared to explain your, now resolved, prior medical issues. That seems your only viable play. Good luck.
Stop Tzar Vladimir the Condemned!