"First, that I believe that there is a god and that after I die, I will be judged."
Would you let Hitler be your judge?
Assuming your answer is no, why not, given that the Christian god is a genocidal god just like what he would call St. Hitler.
Right wing Christianity also forces believers to hate their gays or female children, as they must be homophobic and misogynous just like Yahweh.
How can you bend the knee to a genocidal judge?
Regards
DL