In my eyes,
Jesus, if he existed, probably was a preacher who very critical against the Roman empire, and possible was trying to inspire another revolt.
He did not exist 'in the beginnging with the father', He was not eternally begotten (These are not Jewish concepts)
The Jewish expectation for Messiah is not a 'divine' messanger, god, or anything but an extraordinary person who does some very specific tasks. None of those tasks have been done... or perhaps ever will be done.