Wow, I think I figured out how to respond to you. Well, we'll see how this goes.
The problem is that "I don't know" isn't the only thing you're saying. You're saying, "I don't know, but I'm certain there is a point."
And that's the point I'm trying to get at: How on earth can you be so certain that there is a point to torturing an innocent? And even if there is a point, how can you be so certain that this point can't be made any other way?
I said and am saying, "Basically, there's a lot more evidence about life and its purposes than just that really terrible things happen to human children and children of other species."
I agree that if there was nothing else going on around us than the torture of innocents, then I would have to conclude this is a horrible, malicious universe, and hopefully no one is in charge and responsible of the horror and maliciousness.
However, there's a lot more going on than the torture of innocents. Things happen that provide evidence to me of purpose and intervention by a God who cares about his creation. You are focused on the torture of innocents, and it's all you are discussing. To you, it's so overwhelming, all other evidence ought to be ignored.
It's not to me, and when I tell you that, you don't ask about the other evidence, you ask--as far as I can tell--why I pay attention to anything else but the torture of innocents.
When I answer that there is a lot more going on around us that is good and purposeful, in my opinion, you bring up the torture of innocents again and claim that I've given you no answer.
We could go around and around like that forever.
Why can't god figure out a way to do what needs to be done without the torture of innocents? If god can't do it, who can?
I don't know why, and if he can't, then no one can. However, being of limited knowledge, and seeing the hand of God a lot in my life and the lives of others, I believe there's a God, a good God, who has the ability to control all of life. I do not know why the innocent are occasionally tortured, or why people regularly die a slow, terribly painful death of chemotherapy and cancer.
It's a very important question for those of us trying to understand where you're coming from.
Hmm. As far as I can tell, you're the only one asking.
And I want to know what they are. Why are you holding back?
Two reasons. One, time. Two, there's no point. I suspect that the other "those of us" who might care where I'm coming from, could guess as well as I could as to why there might be a physical existence as well as an eternal spiritual one.
If your point is to say, "Let's discuss why there's a physical existence so that I can show you that there is no possible reason that any god would insert a physical existence into a long term spiritual one," then that's pointless, too, because I don't think that kind of thing is knowable.
I don't even spend my time thinking about such things, much less debating them.
Why is the deep, meticulous examination of your philosophy "tiring"?
Long, pointless discussions are tiring. There is a difference between deep and long, and meticulous examinations should be saved for important subjects. Who defines important? For me, me. For you, you.