Ever asked yourself why?
Yeah, it turned out the answer was simple. There wasn't any god to answer the prayers. Hence, atheism.
I guess then you never knew God personally. You believed in God but if you knew him you should know that everything has a purpose.
What, a purpose I simply couldn't understand? How could I know god and yet not know his purposes? And how could a purpose of good in the world result in so much suffering?
This makes us mad especially me and we start arguing with god things like why cant that girl be my girlfriend, or why cant i have that big house instead of this lame apartment, or why do i have to back down if that guy insulted me, i want to kick his butt. well lets analyze it.
Hey, I'm not stupid. I knew what prayers were selfish and what were not. I even knew what prayers were too ambitious, though no one ever called them such. I didn't pray for personal gain nor for an end to world suffering.
I prayed that my friend wouldn't succumb to the evils of drugs. He did. I prayed for the strength to not fail my classes again this semester. I didn't get it.
You can say I wasn't a true christian, or that I didn't know god, or whatever. But the truth was, I was as true a christian as anyone could be. As true a one as you are, I'm sure. And god never did anything to me.
I know this sounds angry or harsh or something - I'm actually not angry in the least. Not at god, or at you, or at myself. I'm just trying to impress upon you that if it's your belief that faith in god has tangible results in the real world to every person of faith, it's just not true. People of faith are no more likely to have good things happen to them than anybody else.
Believe in god, if you like. I personally don't see much point in belief and worship of a god that never acts in a way distinguishable from simple, random chance.
[This message has been edited by crashfrog, 06-23-2003]