Personally, I accept your apology. But I am not going to reinstate you. In my opinion, you have some serious growing up to do. In particular, you need to learn how to control that temper.
In ordinary human life, there are social pressures that help keep people from going too far overboard. When online, those pressures are far weaker. Life in the real world can already be hard for a teenager, but online life requires considerably more self control than everyday life. I suggest you work on developing that self control.
When have grown up some more, send email to admin asking to be reinstated. There are no guarantees, of course.
By the way, you violated another forum rule by signing up for a second account.